Over at EX Pat.Ru

 Honestly, having been visting the RF for 5 years, I had doubts about an expat blog. Sexist, older white guys chasing young Russian women blah blah blah. Yuk.
 But the blog isn’t that at all. It’s ok and you got some folks over there who do know the intricacies of bureaucracy. They’re friendly also. There isn’t much politics or culture, but who knows.
 To those who are still posting here and specifically to any who have asked me to relaunch my old blog as …. you know who. Honestly, while I have the time, it’s a bit risky and I got to hold me tongue online.
 I can post….. but it ain’t gonna be like the old days. Sorry to let everyone down.




I was looking for you
During long long years
Was looking for you In dark dark backalleys
In newspapers and movies
Within my friends
And the day i found you I went crazy:
You, you’re just like a dream
 Just like in albums Where I was painting you with gouache
Later went on the night phone calls
More tears, nerves and love
And dates in Poland
Children, but not mine
And old sweethearts
Smoke every five
We both got tired 
During long long years
During dark dark nights 
I was looking for you 

Stuff About Me

I never eat more than 900 calories a day and I check my weight three times, morning, noon, and night. I hate heat. I don’t shave. I like to watch guys having sex with each other. I do aerobics as I watch tv. I can’t keep still. I have a right hand that trembles constantly. I have internal damage from when I overdosed in 2005. I hate noise. I write non stop.  I don’t like lingerie, but have worn it to please a partner.  I have ocd’s. I adore sweets.

Guys who Like to Come Here

I decide on what goes and doesn’t go, so spamming me asking why I am censoring you isn’t going to help.
If some of your aren’t interested in anything I’ve got to say then what’s the point in visiting my site?
I am tired of guys trying to get in my pants all the fcking time.

The BNP- Turning Child Abuse into a Money Making Scam

There are some very hostile comments being posted on my site right now and I believe this is in connection with events in Bolton.
As I have stated repeatedly, I believe the BNP’s fund raising and boycotting of Bolton Crown Court is a cruel trick to drub up fear- based support at the expense of community relations. Specifically, the Neo Nazi BNP are attempting to tar the Pakistani community as a nest of abusers and predators. History however shows that whenever this has been done in the past, the intent has always been evil. Nick, a man out to prove he’s got no shame, is using this tragedy to pan handle for money!
While there’s no point in posting hateful comments directed at me, I don’t object to debating the issue in a sane and reasonable manner with any member of the BNP, or with someone who might be in sympathy with them.
You see, I believe in a Britain where hope outshines fear.
What is the man in the picture below offering except hate and misery? This man, below, targets the victims of the abuse a second time over. That is why he was dragged before the courts in 2004- and that, apart from the race hate issue, is why he must be stopped now.
Evil Political Predator- Making Cash from Child Abuse 

The BNP have an obscene article that amounts to incitement and makes Geert Wilders look like Bob Marley.  Claiming the UK’s white, female population as “our girls” – (Nick, they don’t even vote for you), the diatribe against the Pakistani community in the UK starts with an invented quote from an imaginary Muslim on how all Pakistanis want white, female slaves. Their “Great Idea,” is to get normal, decent folks who are seriously worried about grooming to view the issue in a racist context- and then tap you for donations! It’s a SCAM, one done on the backs of these poor victims.
Seriously fucked up crazy stuff.
The article is here, where they beg for donations, but please, take a burf bag before you start reading, such is the insanity of the racist, neo nazi, sex obsessed, conning BNP. It’s sick and yeah, they do sound a lot like the Pakistani Taliban.

The British National Party- Twisting the Facts

Yesterday, June 21st, while you’d expect the BNP’s suited thugs to be worshipping the sunrise at Stonehenge, you’d be dead wrong.
The neo nazis instead hauled themselves to Bolton with the intent of stirring up more race hatred. Their target, as ever, the Pakistani Muslim community.
The recent spate of mispublicized trials and media investigations into the alleged abuse of  young, *white* girls has been a gift to the BNP. Nick Griffin, drawing straight from Mein Kampf (consider the passage on-the Jewish youth who lurks on street corners waiting to blood posion blond Aryan maidens), a book Nick read and loved at just 14, wastes no time in laying the problem of national abuse squarely at the doors of the Pakistani community.
This is sickening. Abuse is abuse, and the race of the perpetrators is immaterial. Or it should be. Not however in the BNP’s, twisted, evil racist world where any tradgedy can be exploited.
Picketing Bolton Crown Court, the BNP have no interest in advocating for the rights of abuse victims. When did the color of a victim matter? It does to the BNP. Fact is, most abusers in the UK are white statistically, and most victims of Pakistani abusers are, er guess what, Pakistanis.
We should put pressure on the local authorities to ensure that the BNP is held to account, yet again, for inciting racial hatred, this time, in the most despicable of circumstances.

Stuff Nazis like

What do Nazis like? I am not sure, but i think I can guess. Please feel free to add your own thoughts. We start with the creepiest first.
1) Blonde girls with plaits. Especially if they’re from Sweden, but if they’re blonde and from Polska- then no, that’s no good. (but policies do change).
2) Boots, shiny or steel tipped from Prussian cavalry to Dr. Martens. Black only. 3) Black uniforms. Top class is cross between a waiter at the Meridian and senior postal worker. A white shirt definetly helps to create that sophisticaed ‘Nazi diplomat’ look.
4) Weird sounding places to send people to.
5) Symbols (crosses, eagles, intriguing shapes).
6) The occult. Tibet, the Holy Grail, Templars, UFO’s that pop out of the ice.
7) Opera-no, not Opera Winfrey, I mean Wagner.
8) Beer
9) Pseudo science- eugenics and racial science.
10) Jewish, black or Pakistani ‘friends.’ 11) One single enemy who mutates into multiple forms and explains why life is rubbish. 12) Parades, marches, torch lit processions, drums and floodlights.